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2nd Kinksters night

Its taken me a bit of time to publish something regarding the 2nd Kink night that we attended from the Kinksters.    This was going to be a different sort of night for me from the 1st one, as I had my 2nd Sir also up for the weekend, as he kindly stayed on for an extra night so that we could go to the event as one big leather family (except I was in my rubber!).     It was really nice for the venue’s bar staff to actually ask if we were a leather family on the evening.

My sirs and me

My sirs and me

I went there in my rubber gear to start off with, with the intention of pupping out when my Sirs were ready.  We were greeted at reception as usual by the great friendly staff, and we got into the bar and had  a drink.  I also waited for D, a new boy who wanted to attend the event and his first kink event too.  I’ve met him and had a quick session in our playroom, and he wants to explore the kink scene a little more.  He’s calling me boss already, so it bodes well for him to become my beta at some stage.   He’s had a couple of kink sessions in the past with guys who simply used him as  a sub to lick their boots, but he got very little out of it in return.   I’m hoping to show him that he should be getting just as much enjoyment out of things that turn him on as his boss or Sir should.      It wasn’t long before he got to reception and I introduced him to my Sirs and then gave him a tour of the facilities and then helped him get changed into his rubber and a pair of boots and socks I lent him for the evening.    I’m letting him have a lovely new pair of white footy socks on the understanding that he is never to wash them and to wear them when he wants to please me.

After a quick drink, we also met W, a lad we had met from Wrexham who was very nervous about attending his first fetish event.   W had been over and met Tony and I, but we’ve not played with him – although it was actually him that first told us of the KINK event being organised in Birkenhead that we followed up on.    Because D and W were both attending the event for the first time, I think this helped, although W needed to take a few time-out breaks to chill out and I think that now the back is broken of attending a kink event for the first time, he will enjoy the 2nd event so much more.

It made me realise how lucky I am really to feel comfortable attending such events.   Before I met Tony I would have never had the courage to attend on my own.    The thought of even going to a gay bar at the time used to make me feel like I had a burning ball in the pit of my stomach with nerves.     There’s not a lot you can do to overcome this feeling, other than actually do what’s making you nervous which is why I think its such an achievement when guys do take a step to attending kink events for the 1st time.

For me, I was able to leave them alone when my 2 Sirs wanted me to get into pup mode, and this was something that D had been looking forward to seeing, as he had only seen me as a boss telling him what to do.   I didn’t know how I’d feel about it, as when I switch, its normal to just have people you play with in such roles see you in those roles, but I wasn’t letting the opportunity to pup out this time going to slip away.      The organisers had moved the pup playroom to the top floor, including some mats with lots of toys and for my first time ever, bubbles!   Pup discovered that he loves popping bubbles!

As usual, it was great having both Sirs there to handle me at points in the night.     We had been to Mancsbound on the Friday night ( review on my blog also) and they’d tied me up there before a little pupping out, but I loved the toy games I got to play to with them both.        It was great to spend that final time with Sir Darren too at the end of the weekend, and made it feel like such a long one.  It was his first time at this event too, and I think he enjoyed it.

Seeing the lads from my pup side, also made me wanna play with them too!    I think they both appreciated the head-space of pup play.      Its definitely something I would wanna explore with them both as a handler if I get the chance.   There was also a cute pup in the playspace, but he didn’t seem that keen on socialising but it was fun to throw him a few toys.

The event was brilliantly managed by the Kinsters and I caught one demo of @pupmylo being cuffed in the sling, and suffering from a ball crushing device whilst he breathed through a mask and breathing bottle.  Totally hot, and everyone watching thought it was totally hot too. (I could tell from the number of hands over crotches!).  I also bought a new hood from them on the night (of which I’ll post a review when I get chance).

I also really enjoyed chatting to one of the female bar staff, who again, was really helpful on the night but loves puppies!    She asked if I would attend one of the other nights held at townhouse so that I could pup out for her as she loves it when Mylo attends and she loves pups, which I am really honoured to be asked, and strangely intrigued at the thought of being handled by a female.

So I got to pup out and watch some of the demonstrations too (vac racking was horny) for a good couple of hours before my Sirs were pretty tired and wanted to head home.      W had left too because of work in the morning, and I was dropping Sir Darren off at the station early, so we headed off just before midnight.     I’m really looking forward to the event being on a Saturday so that we can stay later.

I also really enjoyed the slave-auction that was held for THT.   They were in attendance doing free HIV checks, and there were 5 volunteers for being used for an hour.    Although I was a little gutted there were no pups for auction!    I cross-bidded on two of the volunteers who were spanked and tickled in the dungeon for an hour, so I managed to get in some time helping to use them :))  I was going to volunteer too, but Sirs weren’t too happy at the thought (even though there was nothing stopping them from bidding!)

Again, a brilliant night, and I’m SO looking forward to the next one being held on 30th January and the opportunity to play with the lads and pup out again.

tickled!

Mancsbound – November

We’ve been promising for ages to get to this event in Manchester, but it falls on a Friday and it starts fairly early (7pm-11pm) in the back of the black Eagle.      That normally means I don’t have time to get home from work and then head over, however with Sir Darren coming up for the weekend, we all made a conscious effort to head over to the event.

Caged

Caged

It wasn’t that busy in the black Eagle with us and around 5 other guys there on the night, but because there was lots of space to then play in and I had my two Sirs there, they inevitably wanted to to utilise the facilities, which I was most grateful.         It started with me being tied into the cage in there  I was actually quite surprised I fitted,  and they roped my arms to the side of the cage and then placed a rope gag in my mouth as I talking just a little bit too much whilst inside there.    That was partly due to the excitement of the night and getting to see Sir Darren again, as I enjoy being in his company so much and being of use when he needs me.    I sorta realised that we miss a cage in our playroom of some description as I think I’d like to have a standing one for longer term storage.

Chairbound

Chairbound

Because I was able to still move my arms and managed to spit out the rope gag a couple of times when in the cage, I was taken out and then Sir Tony bound me to a chair that was over in the corner of the room.     I still had the rope gag on which was a piece of rope that the organiser Terry had in his pile.   It tasted very salty so I’m not sure what it had been used for in the past,  but i added my own slobber onto it as the night progressed.   I was also tickled regularly by Sir Darren which made me behave a lot more, and beg him to stop of course..

Gagged and hooded

Gagged and hooded

I was still able to adjust my jaw to get the rope gag out when i needed to, so Terry kindly then introduced me for the first time to the medical wrap.   I’ve not been in this before, but I have to say its a great way to mummify the head, as you can still breathe through it, hear a lot better, but then cant see a thing.     I hate being blindfolded.   I see this as a proper punishment, as Im so nosy and love watching what goes on, especially in a club.   Being blindfolded in a bar is another thing altogether as it totally puts you on edge and I was constantly listening out for what or who was around and what was going to happen to me, but instead my Sirs decided to practice rope harnesses on each other -something I would have loved to seen, but instead I had to sit there patiently, so it was proper punishment for my earlier cheekiness for spitting out the gag.

Pup

Pup

Because I sat there patiently, I was finally rewarded with some pup time, at the end before we headed off home.    The time seemed to fly by, but we were there for the full 4 hours and a bit more by the time we packed up to leave.

In all, it was a really good night, and in a way I was glad that it was as quiet as it was, but this event should be a lot busier, as Terry has put a lot of hard work into getting it going, and it does remind me a lot of Fetishbound from down in London.     We certainly now aim and will put in the extra effor to get to the future events, and I’m looking forward to definitely attending again in January with both Sirs too.    *bounce*

 

Me in my new hood and catsuit

Boltz : Full on Fetish – November

Full on Fetish flyer

Full on Fetish flyer

We’ve been to Boltz a couple of times now, in Birmingham, and its a great venue for Kink events.   It has a much better set of play-spaces than any club in Manchester, and the venue is big with a good outside smoking area too.     This post is more a diary than a review however, as this was one of the best nights I’ve had ever, and the first enjoying my time as Pup Zalo since being collared.   The good thing about kink nights at Boltz is that they usually occur on a Saturday, allowing time to travel and prep at a weekend. I was gutted about not meeting Superpup and Moodybear there who unfortunately couldn’t make it.

I was excited anyway, about the night as we had agreed to meet my other Sir Darren (@deadliftbear) in Birmingham on the day, and he was going to stay with us.   Although I attempted to get our double room converted to a family room, the lack of availability to swap meant that I happily volunteered to sleep on the floor, and give up my bed for my Sir.     Mentally, this was amazing for me, which I’ll come onto later, but it made me so happy to know that I was doing that for him, and a real buzz to sleep on the floor like a proper pup.

We met up in brum around 4pm in EAT and went to the room where we chilled out and had loads of hugs and a rest, before we went out for something to eat, in the chinese all-you-can-eat buffet restaurant, we’d previously visited with Midsbears.   Sir Darren met a friend from London with two of his leather friends, so the 6 of us ended getting a table, and it was great to meet some new friends and eat.    Eating lots before an event, is never a good thing for me so I was careful not to have too much otherwise i’d just wanna go to sleep!

Me in my new hood and catsuit

Me in my new hood and catsuit

By the time we got back to the room and eventually got changed and ready (for which I took most of the time!) we headed to the event around 11, which was probably a little bit later than I expected, but it was still really busy.     I wore out my new rubber catsuit, rubber socks, boots and my new rubber hood from Wet Hot Rubber.

Unpacking of my new hood

Unpacking of my new hood

I love this hood to bits.   It arrived only a week earlier, and this was to be my first time out wearing it, but I specifically wanted something that matched the colouring of my leather hood, but would give me something in rubber with the same functionality of my leather hood.

New Hood with sock in the mouthpiece

New Hood with sock in the mouthpiece

The hood itself is SO well made.  It has detachable ears, a detachable muzzle, a padded eye-mask, and a pecker gag that can all be snapped into place.    I particularly wanted a mask where the nose & mouth piece could have a masters socks placed, so that I can only smell them (or the poppers that they might contain) when wearing it.    The detachable pieces, also mean that I could order different pieces in future if I needed (colours for example, but I’m pretty sure I’m happy with blue!).

My one piece suit that I ordered from Recon is incredibly good value too.   It has the correct number of zips for pup play, that allow separate access to cock and arse and great for putting in a tail, or poking out your front tail!

So when we got to the event, the changing area (which is actually just a small corridor by the reception) was full of guys getting undressed into their jocks.   As I needed to remove my tracksuit bottoms and t-shirt and also then get on my hood (and its not particularly well lit) we decided to move on into the bar, and then the outside smoking area in order to get ready.     The area was pretty quiet with a few leather masters having a smoke out there, so we grabbed a table and I started to get ready.    When I turned round, both Sirs had gone to get a drink, and I suddenly realised I was on my own with the guys that we had met earlier in the restaurant.    For some reason, I was then incredibly nervous.  Somehow being in rubber around a load of leather men made really self-conscious.   I’m not normally a “stand-out from the crowd” type of person, which I think is why I felt a little out of my depth, but when both Sirs returned with drinks, and then Tony put my hood on me I started to get into pup mode , I still felt very shy and nervous around this new crowd.     I also realised that rubber lets you get a hell of a lot colder than leather does.     Sir asked if I wanted to go and stand on my own under the heat lamp outside, but again, the thought of standing on my own made me very nervous!      So I stuck to Sir a bit like glue at first, not really wanting to move until I felt more comfortable, and even his offer to go and throw the stick so I could fetch was met with resistance.  If he had thrown it, I would have just sat there looking at him to go get it – something our bio-pup now does with regularity.   The weight of my new leash helped though, as I’d bought Sirs some presents before we headed out.  Each of them had an S&M Pup hanky to wear (although I then realised that Langlitz dont have back pockets!) and I bought my Sir Tony a new lead with a really heavy chain (which I knew I would get some use from!)

Being handled by Sir Darren

Being handled by Sir Darren

Sirs could tell I was getting cold though, so after they’d had a smoke we moved inside and found a quieter area just to the right of the dark room.   This allowed both my sirs to sit down, and for me to have a small floor space to sit and solo play in.     I was really happy just being on a lead at this point and being handled by Sir Darren.    After managing to get biscuit on his boots, it was an honour to lick them clean for him.    I also got patted by a few passers by and   I also got to people watch a great deal, watching some gorgeous men and pups head into the dark room area,  and we met a few friends who wandered through.

After a while of playing, and earning some well deserved pup treats specially baked by Sir Darren, we decided to head back outside so that Sirs could have another smoke, which is where I got to play for the first time with another pup I knew,  @pupxanto  -   I’d barked at him a few times as we’d passed in the club, but he came pouncing over in the outside area and we immediately started playing.  Dressed in his red invincible rubber catsuit and rubber hood, he looked amazing.   it didn’t take long before we were getting a bit boisterous with some head nuzzling, and pushing along with a couple of chases and hides.      I realised that my weight can be an advantage as a pup when being pushed and my alpha side kicked in to push back, but I may have been a little boisterous myself, being told off by Sirs a couple of times for bullying him as he went and hid behind his friend.   It didn’t take long for him to come back so we could play some more though.     I have no idea how long we played for, it felt like hours, but was such a primal head-rush for me, playing with another pup as Sirs watched on.   The smell of him and his rubber, as I got to sniff and rub against him was intoxicating.     I just felt so lucky getting to meet and play with him, and totally have a pup crush on him, as I’m sure most other pups & handlers do.

Sirs told us it was time to go, and we both rested for a few minutes before being unhooded, but I was still totally in pup mode and then was told it was 4am!      I really didn’t wanna leave.  I’d have happily curled up with Xanto and slept there and then, but I went back to the room with Sirs and then was able to shower, jump on the bed to give both Sirs goodnight kisses and cuddles, and then was told to get onto my pup bed in the corner of the room.   As I snuggled down, I probably felt the most contented as a pup right there and then.     Such an amazing night.

But the morning was great too, as I awoke I was able to pounce on both Sirs in bed, and we had some great fun and I made sure both Sirs were happy before heading to breakfast at the brilliant greasy spoon – it was only really at this point my head  started to leave pup space before we headed to the station to see Sir Darren back onto the train.

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Bristol LeatherWest Weekend

Sir had a great interest in going to this first arranged weekend.    I personally haven’t been down to Bristol in around 10 years.   However,   I was really looking forward to it, as it was going to be a chance to meet up again with my other Sir (@deadliftbear) and spend some more time with Andy (@themoodybear) who was also joining us for the weekend.

Tony and Darren at TGI

Tony and Darren at TGI

The Friday started with us getting to the nominated hotel around 7.30pm in the evening.   The Friday’s events were listed as a Welcome Party and then a BLUF event/dinner too.      We aren’t members of BLUF.  Sir has a bit of an issue with the concept of it all, so we’ve never joined and decided that for the first night we would just go out for a meal to catch up and then on to the welcome party.   The hotel “Future Inns” was situated right across from the Cabot Circus Shopping centre, an excellently placed for the short walk to the gay bars of Bristol too (would recommend it, for anyone wanting to check out the area).    We ate in TGI Fridays, which was busy for a Friday night, and then went to the Bristol Bear Bar but got there at around 9.30pm.   We had obviously missed the crowd because besides the 2 lovely gentlemen on the door who explained what was going on, there was no-one in there in leather and most of the crowd had headed off to the BLUF party.     After half an hour in the Bristol Bear bar, we headed to the venue that had hosted the BLUF night, as someone had mentioned that there was also  a bar there too, you could get into even if not a BLUF member, so we headed there and the atmosphere was much better.  Albeit, Tony and Darren spent  a lot of time outside smoking cigars and talking to the leathermen, Andy and I stayed inside minding the drinks but also engaging in a bit of pup howling along to the 80′s records being pumped out at the bar.  It was good to catch up with Neil, who was the official photographer at the event, and the initial pics he’s been posting have been great, although I don’t think we had a single picture taken all weekend, but that’s easy to explain with all the gorgeous leather-men around.

Andy and I

Andy and I

The BLUF event was downstairs, and we were told that there was quite an ornament in that of a leather boy strapped to the pool table downstairs, but I didn’t venture down, nor have I seen any photo’s circulating online.      We didn’t have too late  a night and we wandered home not too late. Darren wasn’t feeling too well, something we now put down to the TGI food or a bug that each one of us suffered with over the course of the weekend.

The Saturday was met with breakfast at the hotel (included in the price of a great value room package organised by the BLW team), and then we went onto the Puppy Training Workshop being organised by @bootbrush and his master.     Having never done any official training, I was really looking forward to this, so we headed back to the Retreat, this time to venture downstairs.     Unfortunately the venue downstairs was tiny, and the workshop was taking place in a room far too small for the people who were in attendance.    We all crammed in, and the workshop was really really informative and I got to wear my gear during the 2nd half and sit down by Master, but at the end of the workshop, Tony encountered the same TGI/Bug and we all left early.      I  had hoped that the workshop would give an opportunity for more practical training (i’m not sure why, but in my head I imagined a Barbara Woodhouse style training school!), but poor Bootbrush was totally hindered by the space issue at the venue.    I would totally recommend attending any other training sessions that they put on, as its full of things I hadn’t thought about and really good training for handlers or prospective handlers too.

We got a couple of hours downtime so that Tony could recover for the evenings celebration, then ended up going to Bella Italia for food, and then all went out in our leathers for the main event which was back at the Retreat venue.    I just went out in my leather gear, as there didn’t seem any appetite to pup out further, and we got to Retreat bar as they were starting the final judging of the Mr Leatherwest.  All the contestants were hot as hell, and the technology behind voting via an app that you could download for the weekend was stunning.     In all honestly, I felt a bit out of it at the event – the venue was really crowded to get everyone into it, and a lot of people stood outside for the majority of the evening which was  good as it was fairly mild.    A highlight of the night was meeting (or rather getting to see) @pupxanto as he looked amazing in his leather motorcycle one-piece and pup hood.    I headed back to the hotel early though and had an early night as the TGI/Bug hit and I felt really rotten towards the end.  Although I did hear of his pupping exploits outside of The Palace later that evening, which sounded fun.

IMG_2927Sunday was tinged with sadness as we had to head back fairly early, so after a quick breakfast and saying goodbye with as many hugs as I could fit in with Darren, we left for the journey back.  I also managed to get all the puppy treats that Darren made, so I enjoyed them when I got back!

I really enjoyed the 1st weekend, and would definitely do it again, although I hope they could find a larger venue for the main parties really.   The people there though were all so friendly, it made for a great weekend.  Next year, the event is going to be “UK Leather Pride“, so it will be interesting to see what changes this has.

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Our Diary

I’ve added a copy of our Google diary onto the website (top right hand links) , as I know that we are very, very fortunate  in the fact we get to attend a lot of kink events.

I’ve recently been looking for a pup and we’ve got a lot of really close friends and subs that I wish I could spend a lot more time with, so the diary is really there to show the events we are planning to attend.      Any event marked in RED is a kink/fetish event (green just indicates our unavailability) and I’d like to make sure to extend an open invitation to all of our friends to join us on ANY of these events.     It becomes a bit of a logistical nightmare to invite everyone to them all, but if you fancy coming along or meeting us there to say hello, then please do so and drop me a tweet or message.

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Our 7th Anniversary : I’m collared & named!

As those of you who have followed this blog and also my twitter account @DT_BRI may have noticed, I’ve changed my details to Pup Zalo.    My journey of me being a pup only started a year ago with a playful session with @pupparker when he was at Folsom, but its something that I’ve associated with more and more on the kink side in both of my switch roles as a pup and when I am in the mood, as a handler.   When playing in kink, I prefer a more teasing, playful and sexual approach to leather and rubber, so the pup head-space really fits with my sexual personality.   Although my search for a pup of my own, so I am also a full time handler, still continues I’ve been working up to playing in pup head-space for more and more time this year, and at Folsom it ended up with me spending the day as  a pup to my Sir.

My new pup chain and lock

My new pup chain and lock

On the morning of our 7th Anniversary on October 13th, I awoke to the lovely present of a locked collar and chain from my hubby and Sir, along with the new name.

I love it,  I didn’t expect it, and the name Zalo is derived from the latin name for a sealion “Zalophus Californianus ”.      When I was in San Francisco, we went to Pier 39 where there were a family of sealions (around 60 or so of them) all living on the jetty.    I was mesmerised by them, not only because they were beautiful to look at, but because of their interactions between themselves in larger crowds.    The younger “pups” were all extremely playful and very adept at wrestling with each other and so kind and loving at the same time.   I commented at the time that this was the type of pup play I most associated with, as puppies in the form of canine pups always seem a little but more independent of each other, and less rubber like too!

I’m proud of my name, and I look forward to pupping out in both leather and rubber soon.     I’ve not really had  a chance to be pupped out and in pup head space since Folsom, so six weeks on and I’m desperate for a good pup  session in my Zalo headspace.   Having recently sat through the pup-play course at Bristol Leather Weekend (review coming soon) I do feel day by day more pup like in the things I do and the interactions that I have with people too.    *licks* to you all ;)

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1st Kinksters KINK night

Its not often that you meet honest genuine people as friends, but back at Manchester Pride, we had  the fortune to bump into the Kinksters at their stall in the marketplace.    I bought a couple of items from them, including some poppers and a neoprene hood (which to this day I meant to post up a review here, but still haven’t gotten round to it).

Dave and @puppymylo are such a good couple together, and we’ve had them over for dinner (being local Wrexham men), and a game of “Cards Against Humanity” together, which was a good ice breaker to get to know them better.    But they told us they were organising a new kink based event, called simply KINK, at a venue they had discovered in Birkenhead.

KINK logo

KINK logo

 

Now having grown up on the Wirral, it would be the last place I would have expected a kinky event to be held, but this venue is a licensed sex club (http://www.townhouseswingers.co.uk/), catering to the straight and mixed kink venue, and they were trying to organise their very first male only event at the venue.     The tickets were cheap enough at only £8 when preordered through their website www.kinsters.co.uk and they were also trying to organise transport for those travelling from further afield (from Manchester) where the kinksters usually congregate.

We got to the venue around 7, and although there had been half an hour for newbies to arrive and feel comfortable just before this, there were quite a lot of people there already.    The hosts, gave us a great tour of all the facilities, which consisted of

  • a jacuzzi area, with jacuzzi and shower
  • bar with seating ,
  • lounge room with a stage and kinksters shop
  • locker room and bathroom
  • orgy room (essentially very large bed matting in a large room), with voyeur gallery
  • a large play room with cage, and lots of equipment
  • private rooms for play each with equipment
  • dungeon area with 3 cells and rack tables and assorted cages
The Dungeon place space area

The Dungeon place space area

The venue itself is simply amazing.  When you consider that the only other experiences like this are normally private apartments that you would rent for yourself, or larger play parties that invariably only happen outside of the UK in Berlin, then there are enough rooms in this venue to play out any kink scene you desire with people involved or not.     I particularly liked the cages and cells, but did not get chance to spend any time in them.   You could pay to stay over in them, and this is something I’d seriously like to do, cages with another pup as I’ve stayed overnight in a tight cell when we hired the Hoist apartment in Berlin, and loved it.

The staff were amazing.  So friendly and welcoming (such a difference when you realise how the staff behind the bar at Alert treat you for example).

The evening was kicked off very socially with Sister Jacqui (a regular on the Manchester scene) organising Porno Bingo.   For the nervous and people who had arrived on their own, this was  a good ice breaker to make everyone feel at ease, and held in the lounge area.   And having won a couple of prizes early on,  the value of the tickets to get in was easily covered by the 2 Triga DVD’s and Kinsters calendar that I walked away with at the end of the evening (one kindly won by Sir).    In between rounds, they introduced the demo’s, which I think people were quite nervous at first of doing (with a crowd) but they soon eased into the event.    There was a rope harness demo, and a fucking machine demo that I witnessed, both interesting.

There were lots of familiar guys there that I recognised from both Recon and the Slaveboys.com website.   I’d only joined the Slaveboys.com website a night or so earlier, so hadn’t really gotten chance to talk to anyone on there before the meet up.  There were also quite a few guys who were obvious newbies and others that looked very at ease with kink (including one guy called Mathew, who was just stood there for a lot of the night in a leather jock, and who I spotted being hooded in the dungeon but then left, who was drop dead gorgeous that I have yet to find on any kink social media site but hope to see again – pure eye candy!)

The only slight problem was that the event was only on 7 thru 1am, so the bingo did take up a lot of play time to finish, but it wasn’t like anyone was held or tied up to stay there and Sister Jacqui is so engaging it was a pleasure to be there.        Sir indicated that he wanted to take me to play after round 2, so we headed to the basement dungeon area, where I was tied up in a rope harness first and then onto a bench on my back, then wrapped up in black palette wrap whilst he played with my arse.  There was a young guy on the rack next to me, being stretched by a few masters, and I could hear people coming in and out from the stairs.    I was really nervous however with lots of new people who came in and out the dungeon during the session, a photographer hanging around, doubts about my own cleanliness and a whole load of other headfucking thoughts that were passing through my mind, as I lay there bound and unable to move.   Sir picked up on the fact I wasn’t comfortable, even though I was enjoying the scene itself immensely and we retired upstairs, but I had annoyed him again,  and I suppose I need to learn to trust him more in these settings than my mind allows me to sometimes.

We chilled and socialised upstairs and chatted to a couple of guys (both sexy as hell) that we had chatted to on Recon.    But after another hour of socialising and chilling, Sir was tired so we left the venue just before midnight.

To sum up the evening, the crowd is a hell of a lot friendlier than an event held in Manchester.   In other kink club event, people stand around and look.  Here, everyone was engaging and social – a real difference and one I’d recommend to newbies.    But with the array of equipment and the setting itself, there are a whole load of scenes that you can play out.  The sub in me would  love to try watersports in the toilet area, the cells, the cages, being stretched on the rack and more pupping out at the event – but even as a top I have a strong urge to get other subs trying out all of that equipment at my beckoning.   I cant wait for the next event.  Tickets are already booked, and there are still some tickets left so check out www.thekinksters.co.uk for more details.

I apologise for the lack of actual pics of us, but cameras are not allowed except for the official photographer, so if pics do surface, I’ll add them at a later date :)

Everyone at Zsa Zsa Burger

Folsom Europe Berlin 2014 : Day Six (Sun)

It was another late start, given that we were out till the very early hours, but today we were looking forward to meeting up with the Tskinpack for a Sunday lunch.     There was also a foot-fetish event on at New Action that we planned to go (but never made, given the better events that took place!).

Everyone at Zsa Zsa Burger

Everyone at Zsa Zsa Burger

We met up with the gang at Zsa Zsa Burger, a great restaurant in the gay village which cooks fresh burgers.   We’d already eaten here twice over the weekend, and I had no problem going back again as the food is amazing.  Its definitely worth stopping at, if you are ever in Berlin.   The staff are also great though, and they happily took a picture of the entire gang on the table we managed to sit at.     I really enjoyed meeting the other friends of the Tskinpack too (all sexy as hell, as you’d expect), as I follow most of them via Twitter, but its great just meeting and being able to  put names and faces to people, especially when you’ve followed their exploits for so long.

It was during the meal that we got invited to go to with the pack to Quaelgeist somewhere that I’d always wanted to go, but didn’t really know where it was, so it was great to be invited to go with them.    We immediately decided to forgo the foot-fetish event, and I was totally excited to get to go.    Its a play-space on the other side of Berlin to where the main Folsom event takes place,  but with a great set of facilities, bar, changing rooms and quiet room.

We hurried back to the apartment to get ready, but in my haste I didn’t really have time to make sure that I was properly clean (something that I would come to regret later on, having eaten a large meal in Zsa Zsa).     It takes me a good hour or so to get ready properly and make sure I’m ready for any good anal play (any tips greatly received – as ive still not mastered this at the grand old age of 41), and Sir is expects a super-clean boy.

We met the pack (@Tskinboot @superpup6901 @sme14 @omegapuplink) and jumped on a bus to get to the venue, something I’d probably not remember again, but it  wasn’t too far a journey. I did have the directions scrawled down on a napkin, which got sweaty and blurry in my pocket!   On arrival there was a queue and it was busy, but it only took around 30 minutes to get inside, and it was reassuring to see that they weren’t letting the venue get too packed, and they were managing the changing area properly.

The corridor to the main play-spac area

The corridor to the main play-spac area

The venue is great.   A quick tour around showed that the venue had so much equipment.   It has a reception and changing area with lockers that lead through to a chill out area with mats on the floor, and a main bar area, which then lead through to the bathrooms and a large open playroom area with all the equipment, and sling rooms off to the sides, and then a set of stairs up to more play space (and mats) and a set of lockable cages.       This was all total sensory overload, as the venue was really really busy with lots of people and so we got a drink and found a quiet place in the chill out area to relax before we went exploring.

This was my first outing in public for the rubber surf-suit that I’d purchased from Expectations, along with my new pup hand and knee pads, with the new rubber hood too that I’d gotten from Gear earlier in the week.      The play started by Sir trying to find a quiet place to put me in a rope harness, but the only quiet space were the kneeling mats (because of headroom) up the stairs.     As he put the harness on it, me gave me a great view of the

The cages to lock up boys, subs and pups ;)

The cages to lock up boys, subs and pups ;)

lads being locked in the cages opposite, but after about 15 minutes or so, I realised that I had no feeling at all in the right hand side of my shoulder, arms, hands and that my legs too (as I was kneeling down) were also going numb.    I’m not sure if its just my body and the way it is, but I always feel worried when I lose circulation at all, but I suppose this comes with rope-play.   I told Sir, which I think upset him as its never nice when you’ve spent so much time getting something right, only to have to undo it all before then getting to play with your sub.      His harnesses are getting better and better too.

Then on the way back towards the bar, there was a spare space in the sling area, so Sir got me into the sling, restrained my arms and legs, and unzipped the surf suit for access to my cock and arse.    The feeling of the air suddenly hitting your private areas after they had been encased in rubber, was amazing, but I found it really difficult to relax into the session in public as I knew I hadn’t prepared properly, and so I felt I let Sir down again in terms of playing.       Someone told me recently that for good sex, you have to “know your arse”…   I have some getting to know sessions still to perform.

After a chillout session back in the room, we caught back up with the Tskin pack who had been having fun, and because a few hours had passed, we decided to head back to get ready and then go out for a few drinks back at Prinznecht.        I was disappointed to leave, but look forward to going back there sometime when it is less busy (maybe  at Christmas when we are over there)

Getting back home, we met back up with Ben and the boys and headed out to Prinznecht.  This was my favourite night out of the weekend, as I had gotten a little drunk, but it was also good to get to hang out with the Tskin pack a little more in the bar socially, and I got to pup out a little with @superpup6901 for lots of licks and snogs and then, my favourite part of the weekend, was getting to be at the socked feet of @tskinboot.   Foot worship puts me totally in a submissive mood, from a positional and scent perspective it just pushes every button in my mind to obey a Sir.       In this instance, I got to suck in the sweet smell of very used socks, and then the pleasure of lacing back up boss’s boots afterwards.

Hugging and snogging superpup at the end of te night..  Arf!

Hugging and snogging superpup at the end of te night.. Arf!

After this, my Sir revealed that he had given @superpup6901 his sweaty jock from the gym sessions in the week, so I also then got to tussle with pup to get it back off him.   I managed this successfully (those holds and moves in kickboxing really do pay off when in a tussle!), but I was happy to give it back to let him enjoy given that I am a sharing kind of pup!

This was an excellent end to our Folsom weekend, as the next day we were getting up and heading off back home to Liverpool on our Easyjet flights.      In all, I enjoyed the Folsom weekend and look forward to the next one, and hopefully sharing  a a lot more time with some wonderful friends that we have.   It was a year of firsts for me, and I hope that I can settle into some of the head-spaces that I have created and explore them further, both as a pup and also with people I’ve just scratched the surface of getting to know.    Fin.

The 4 of us at Folsom

Folsom Europe Berlin 2014 : Day Five (Sat)

The Saturday is the main day of the Folsom Europe events.     Outside of Prinzknecht on the street, they close off the main area for the street fair, consisting of a couple of stages, lots of stands and beer tents for the bar.   Entry is via a voluntary donation to the Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence who collect at the gates.

Getting ready to pup out

Getting ready to pup out

I had been considering all week what I would wear out to the event, or even if I’d be going out in a dom or submissive role.    I hadn’t been in the best of moods when I woke up on Saturday morning, as a long week was starting to take its toll on my energy levels, but I had a bit of a longer lie in than usual, as the boys wanted to go out and do even more shopping (like they hadn’t had enough!) to get some further items to wear.    This meant they didn’t return until 1′ish and the festival was in full swing when we arrived at 2.     I wore my new neoprene trousers and neoprene vest with my boots and NastyPig socks, and went immediately to a stall selling gear that Ben had noticed had some puppy mitts and knee pads that I’d been looking for all throughout our trip.   The McHurt gear was amazingly well constructed, and really cheap so I purchased it straight away when Sir said that I’d look good in it, and that he had plans to make sure I pupped out.      I tried it on at the stall, and then was told to get down so that I could be hooded right there and then.

Sat waiting for Sir

Sat waiting for Sir

Walking through the crowd in my puppy gear, as a pup was immense.   I was so proud to be lead by Sir through the crowds, as he looked amazing as usual in his Langlitz gear drawing lots of attention.     We spent most of the time outside of the shop this year, which always proves cheaper to buy beer from, but also had a row of benches outside this year, so as a group we could all have somewhere to meet back.   My highlights were watching Sir flog a boy in front of me.     I didn’t play in the pup area, but that was mainly down to not knowing any of the pups there.

Shot taken of Chris from Flickr

Shot taken of Chris from Flickr

The boys also all looked fantastic in their gear, especially Chris and Ben who both wore chaps out, and got a lot of attention with people taking pics constantly and discreetly when they could. Chris’s tattoo’s definitely made me want to consider having some done in the future.

The day seemed to go really quickly, although I have found a couple of video’s on Youtube that really sum up the day, and have a few shots of us on too, if you keep watching them closely!

Youtube Video 1
Youtube Video 2

Meeting Superpup during the daytme

Meeting Superpup during the daytme

In the evening, Ben and Chris went off to Pig, which we decided to avoid, purely because the venue had changed and Sir would have been comparing the venue to old vaults that we used to get to play in.     However, we stayed around Woof, where I stayed in pup mode as we met lots of friends, and then had fun in the darkroom, where I had my best blow-job of the entire weekend, and was told a few secrets that I will take with me to my pup bed….

Our gang before getting on the boat

Folsom Europe Berlin 2014 : Day Four (Fri)

We had a really late morning on the Friday,  which was needed, as we knew the weekend was going to be a hectic one, so it was good to chill out and have a lie in, although a lot of time was spent relaxing on our balcony with coffee and admiring the steady stream of cute guys walking down towards the gay shops and bars!

In the afternoon we headed out for a wander to get some money and stopped off in Prinznecht for a couple of drinks, where we met up with a lot of our friends from Manchester we meet on a regular basis.  Gary and Paul, and Gary and Joe are great guys and we really enjoy their company.   They are the life and soul of any event that we go to, and we have such a laugh when we are with them.    The really cute bartender was also tending and waiting on outside, so it was another opportunity for me to ogle at him too.

Our gang before getting on the boat

Our gang before getting on the boat

All of the boys were planning to go on the boat trip too, so we arranged to meet up with them and all head there together.   The boat trip is organised annually before Folsom by Scheune bar, and hats off to them as its one of the nice social events of the weekend and a change to meet people that you’ve not met before (or maybe have, but not spoken to!)     It meant getting a load of taxi’s there, but a convenient taxi rank outside Gary and Joe’s hotel, meant this would be where we all met up.

IMG_2356The boat ride is a great social event.  Not only do you get to see a fair amount of Berlin, but its great to be cruising along the river on a boat full of leathermen, waving at the passers by.     I was very up for the game of seeing how many passers by we could get to wave back to us.    This soon caught on quite quickly, and its very difficult I beleive not to wave back when someone is deliberately waving directly at you.      I managed to consume quite a few Becks Lemon whilst on the boat, which is probably my favourite new drink.   I usually drink lager, but it becomes a bit same-ish and this was quite refreshing, but meant that I was a little tipsy!

Helicopter Salute!

Helicopter Salute!

As we got to the amazing parliamentary building in the centre of Berlin, was also encountered a helicopter coming into land.   We imagined that it probably had someone really important like Angela Merkel on it, so we all made sure that we saluted.    I can only imagine what she thought as they landed really close-by to the river, but Ben did manage to capture a great shot of me saluting.

The boat trip started at 6pm, and finished around 10pm.   It was slightly late, mainly due to the boat being held up at a lock.      However, getting home afterwards was something of a chore, as you in effect then have over a hundred people at the Park all trying to get over to the other side of the city, with no form of organised transport to get you back, other than fighting over cabs.

We had a few quiet drinks after we got back, but we didn’t want too late a night given that the next day was going to be the main day.