MRM6 – Manchester Rubber Men Weekend 6 (2015)

MRW Advert What a weekend.  This was my first MRM event organised by the amazing team and Slyhands at http://manchesterrubber.co.uk/ , and I very luckily got to spend most of it with @tazipup – having 2 leather Sirs, means I don’t normally frequent the rubber events, but it was still nice to see a lot of leather-men participating in the events around town as part of MRM6, after the dress code was relaxed.

My Friday started with arriving in Manchester after work and meeting Tazi who had offered to let me stay as I needed at the apartment he had rented over the weekend at Roomzzz.  I can highly recommend this place, as its a stones-throw away from Canal street, and was just up the road from both main venues.       Taz had already arrived and unpacked and the room had a nice smell of rubber before I opened up my large bag of every rubber item that I own!         After a quick shower and a bite to eat, it was time to get changed into my first set of rubber for the weekend to head over to the REM to meet Sirs and then onto Alert!   We were both in our skin gear for the first night, and it was my first outing of the rubber jeans I had bought from Latex101, which I love as they have pockets! Something of a rarity when wearing rubber.

The REM was full when we got there, but it was great to meet up with our friends and also meet a few new people for the first time.  Alert! had the forethought to open earlier at 10pm, and this meant far less problems in the cloakroom department than last year.  An email to everyone asking them to prepare also helped reduce the queue for bag-checking.   The event wasn’t as busy as I remember the year before being, so it was good to have a little bit of breathing room, but that may just have been because of the reduced queueing that was going on around the entrance.      The music was great as usual, and with loads of free shots available at the door, it was a great start to the weekend.    Sirs headed home around 1, but me and Tazi stayed out partying till around 3, then headed back to the apartment.

I was a very lucky pup the following morning, as I realised just how much I had had to drink the previous night with a severe case of bangy-head syndrome.   Fortunately paracetamol and bacon sarnies cooked on the stove by Taz sorted me out, and we got ready into our pup gear to go and meet Sirs in the Sackville Lounge for the markets and “Pup Pound”.     A corner of the sackville had padded flooring down,  a cage, and a plethora of toys to play with, and after a drink and settling in a bit (a few nuzzles were had first with Sirs as I was still suffering) we hit the marketplace first.

Tazipup proudly wearing new bone gag from Dogs Bollox
Tazipup proudly wearing new bone gag from Dogs Bollox

There were 3 or 4 vendors downstairs, including Latex101, the Kinksters and The Dogs Bollox.     The lovely Neil Page was set up down there too to take photos of people on behalf of the lovely Invincible Rubber.       The 1st purchase down there was of a puppy bone gag that I tried on Taz that he looked adorable in.  I couldn’t resist buying it there and then, after seeing him in it – I should have shopped around given that the Kinksters had the same gags on their store for the same price, but it was an impulse purchase for obvious reasons when you look at the adorable pic he then had taken at the Invincible stand.

Public Enemy #2 device being worn
Public Enemy #2 device being worn

My 2nd purchase of the day had already been planned before getting there, and I picked up the electro chastity device I had preordered from the Kinksters and said hello to Dave and Mylo on the stall.    I’ll post a review of when I’ve used this some more (and on myself) because I’ve only tormented Tazi with it later on that evening before we headed out for the night-time ;)

We then headed upstairs after packing the purchases away so that we could use the pup space that had been provided.    I don’t remember there being that many pups that came and played in the space.    I soon got completely into headspace and was just happy investigating the toys and being used for what was like a game of buckaroo, aptly I called Puparoo!     We played with Pup Barclay, and Pup Echo but as the bar started to get really busy for Sister Jacqui’s porno bingo at 3pm, we headed back to sofas and then got our eyes down for the first round.        The bingo was a little disorganised to start, and it didn’t actually start until around 4.15pm but there was no rush I suppose.    After the 1st round though Sirs stomachs had obviously started to feel hungry and so we were then dragged out to go and get something to eat with the gang.     We’d met up with the lovely Tyke and @kinkbikerlad too, so a gang of us headed to an all-you-can-eat buffet  for an hour to binge.

The gang at the all you can eat buffet
The gang at the all you can eat buffet

After the buffet, Sirs went back home but I headed back to the apartment with Taz to check out the previously mentioned chastity device,  and to utilise the bedframe for some rope bondage time.    I had intended to have a bit of a kip but time passed quickly and it was soon time to get ready for DarkCell.

IMG_2103We’d arranged to meet up with Moodybear and some other friends in the Eagle beforehand, before all heading to the event together in our rubber.   It was good to be able to walk around Canal street in rubber gear, in my case my full pup gear and be with other people doing the same.

Tazi playing what can only be described as Puparoo!
Tazi playing what can only be described as Puparoo!

Billed as the the main event of the MRM weekend, the event was taking place in the Bangkok Bar andRestaurant on Princess Street.    I hadn’t really expected much from an event to be held in a restaurant, but boy how wrong could I have been – and someone definitely did their homework in finding that place and holding a fetish event there.

**I had hoped that there would be some pics posted of the event I could include in the post, but as yet no event pictures have been published so I will add these at a later date should they appear.

A large private reception area had no queue to hand in your ticket, then led to a large bar area.   Although it did resemble some of the fetish events held in hotel function rooms, the team had done their best to put up cargo netting and make sure all the TV screens were showing rubber based porn (which certainly set the mood for the event!)    Down to the left and a few steps was a second bar and the cloak-room facilities, all manned by volunteers who had given up their time to make sure everyone’s night was enjoyable.    It was nice to see Lanx there as one of the volunteers, but a pity he didn’t get chance to go and enjoy the evening.

The bar led to a dancefloor area, with one part covered in netting, which was meant to look like  a maze or darkroom area, but you could plainly see through the netting, so i didn’t see many people actually go in there and use the area.    Then behind that, the dancefloor area had a great set of DJ’s playing more hardcore dance music.    This was definitely more to my taste than the eclectic mixes that are played in Alert, but I don’t recall staying around the dance floor area a great deal.

Behind the dancefloor area was a demo room, filled with equipment for people to to try out.  The most popular feature of all was a rubber vaccuum cube where you could get inside, and then after the vacuum was appied, you were rotated.  It looked hot as hell but the queue was always long all night but hats off to the guys who were willing to demo that and anyone that got into it would have had an experience they wont forget in a hurry (albeit a short one, coz i’d love to have something like that in the playroom and be kept in it for hours!)

There were a good set of flogging sessions going on too, with people getting an opportunity to use their skills.    There was also a basement area, which was surprising to see and was laid out into 4 nice smallish rooms, with a shower for piss scene, some slings, large tyre (because it was a rubber event I assume), and cruising area.   The only small criticism was that it was in no way a dark room as the lighting down there was higher than in the main bar area, which spoilt the atmosphere a bit, but was probably done on grounds of health and safety given the layout.

It was pretty late when we left, and the following morning we managed to have breakfast in the Tea Rooms, before I headed back to spend the afternoon with Darren before he headed back home.     MRM6 was my first but definitely wont be the last event I attend, and thanks again to Taz for letting me stay and enjoy it right in the centre of it all.

 

Chastity Review – Skinflex Cock Cage

Available in blue
Available in blue

2Ok, Ill be honest : Chastity intrigues me.    The thought of someone else having control over your dick, and the fact that you cant relieve yourself without their say-so and them being in control is a total power turn on.    I do however have large reservations on how long I could last or the fact it would probably drive me mental if I was in it.  The cost of chastity devices isn’t cheap, and finding one that fits and  is comfortable to wear, all present problems when thinking of just trying it.   So how do you trial it, without the expense or a formal fitting?

I was happy when I saw the latest ad from Fort Troff and their sale of the “Skinflex Cock Cage”.     A TPR based cover, the cage looks like a chastity cage but is 1 solid mould of rubber which fits over your cock like a cock-ring, allowing your balls to pass through, and then a solid rubber shaft allowing your cock to sit in the shaft.  The 2 pics of the device looked great and it is available in multiple colours too (white, red, blue and black).

Wearing Cock CageThe cage itself is very comfortable to wear, and like many cock-rings, chaffing can be avoided with a bit of lube (silicone seems better as it does not dry out as quickly as water based lube).   On trying to put it on though, around my balls, the 1st one that I had snapped straight away as it was stretched.    This can happen with TPR devices where the mould itself joins rubber, and as can be seen there is a seam

Split at the seam
Split at the seam

beneath the ball hole that probably very misplaced in the design as its the part you need to stretch the most to get it over your balls.

Fortunately I had ordered mine from Fort Troff, so when i tweeted that the device hadn’t lasted long, they immediately dispatched me a replacement, which is why I cant really fault the amazing service I’ve always received from the boys over at the Troff (and I still remember the time that the horny bearded guy sat on my face whilst demonstrating sling springs at IML – woof!)  The guys at customs and UPS still stung me for another import duty amount though…

Anyway,  so the 2nd device I’ve had still has the seam but ive been a lot more careful with it when using it.      So far, I’ve worn it for a few hours and not done any long term use of it (although I plan to, and to challenge myself in how long I can stay in it).   When on, it can be

The device can still cause a nice bulge to be visible
The device can still cause a nice bulge to be visible

worn under the clothes fairly discreetly.   If you are wearing thin shorts, then I think you’ll have a good bulge, but under jeans you cant really notice it when your cock is flacid, as the device is flexible enough to bend to the side.

The hole means you can piss quite easily through it too, although I’d recommend sitting down, as dependent on the force of your stream, it can spray out at quite a pace!      Washing with it on is also fairly easy, although i found that because its black you cant really see how clean it is inside when washing, but as it isnt locked you can quickly stretch it and have a look.

I couldn’t get properly hard whilst wearing it.  Although there is some flex to the rubber, and you can feel yourself grow, the curve in the rubber and the pressure mean that you soon fill the inside and you are restrained.

Item Reviewed :

Skinflex Cock Cage

Price :

$49 (around £33)

Purchased From :

Fort Troff

Rating :

6 out of 10

 

Pro’s
  • Cheaper device to try out chastity on your own terms
  • Comfortable to wear for longer periods
  • More flexible as a rubber device than a plastic cage
Cons
  • Not lockable
  • Quality of the mould is poor, so be careful stretching around balls (1 replacement)
  • No longer stocked at Fort Troff (maybe because of the quality issue)

So in conclusion, I’d recommend the device if you just want to self-try what it would feel like to be in chastity.     Its a good looking device to be worn when wearing rubber too, but be very careful when using it as I still have concerns on how reliable it will be over time.

Life in the old dog yet…

I’ve now reached the grand old age of 42.  The answer to life, the universe and everything if the “guide” is to be believed, but it certainly feels like I am still making my way through learning new things even at this grand old age, and I certainly don’t feel that old, even though my body decides to remind me that I am on a regular basis.

I really am enjoying life though at the moment.    I’m really looking forward to seeing my Sir @deadliftbear at the weekend, and also spending another weekend getting to know my new beta pup @tazipup. I am loving getting to explore pupdom a lot more with him and several other pup friends.  I’m new at this alpha role that I’ve firmly placed myself in (so even I need some training!) but I am hoping that I live up to the role as best I can, and know that I want to look after other pups.

I’ve sat by and watched the feed from the last couple of weeks from @themoodybear on his trip across the waters to visit his Siriuspack.   Having read their site and the huge content of information that exists on it, I can only hope that I could try and create a pack of pups that are like that in attitude and help shape the pup community over here in the UK.    The wealth of information though on their site had been a complete eye-opener for me, and I am still digesting it all, but it is really educational about pup play.

We’ve got a few events planned in the diary for this year now, including Manchester Rubber Weekend at the end of March,  a trip to Seatle in June, and Folsom Berlin in September.    We’d love to meet up with as many people as possible during our trips so let us know if you are around.

Anyway, this pup has stuff to do in prep for the weekend…

 

A quick update

The year is already in full flow, and I cant believe we’re already in February.    Ive been to quite a few events too, but havent had a chance to write full event reports, so I thought I’d just write a quick diary update about this years goings on so far.

Playing with Sir and another pup
Playing with Sir and another pup

We first attended Mancsbound (January) and I got to pup out here with 1 other pup who was at the venue and also watch as both my Sirs got to tie up and torment a friend of ours to a table.   I didn’t get bound this time, which was a shame, but we had a really good night here.

We then attended the Pup Social the week after on the 24th, and although we couldn’t make the entire weekend, we managed to make from 3pm to 7pm on the Saturday afternoon at Boltz.    There were loads of pups there, and is the biggest pup gathering ive attended to date, and I got to

Playing with lots of pups & Xanto
Playing with lots of pups & Xanto

play with lots of pups and thoroughly enjoyed myself, including getting to spend some more time with Xanto, and also a bit of time admiring his handler Red Skull who I really only met face to face for the first time at the event.     We are definitely going back for their March event 27th-29th and staying over this time, so if anyone wants to join in, let me know.

Playing in the pup room @ KINK
Playing in the pup room @ KINK

And we attended the KINK night put on by the Kinksters the weekend after this.    Again, this was a great night, and getting busier as more people find out about the night and Townhouse venue in Birkenhead.   I was just with  Tony this time and the crowd was more varied so he got to play with a submissive daddy, and I got to hang out with pups in the play-space.     My new favourite game is pass the toy (without dropping). I did manage to put a small hole in my rubber suit, which I’ll need to get repaired, and left without actually playing with anyone (except maybe counting getting to tie Lanxpup to the rack and lick and snog him) – but I definitely need to pre-agree playing with people more at this excellent venue, as I totally wanna strap a sub into the wheel and torment the life out of them when we go to the next one in May.

So we are into February already (this year is going fast) and we are off to Brum in a couple of weeks for Midsbears and a visit to Boltz so that should be fun too for the weekend of 20th/21st…

Rope club & Ladies

We started the new year off by attending a “rope tying” event at Townhouse.     We’ve attended Townhouse for the Kink nights organised by the Kinksters, which are male only nights in a fantastic sex-club venue.    Townhouse itself is located just outside Birkenhead, but in a quiet area, and the BDSM facilities in there are great.    Its run as a straight sex club, with some good themed nights (you’ll find more on Fetlife if you look), and at the last Kink event, Sir was talking to the owner who mentioned to him that if he was interested in rope he should attend this event in the new year as they would have a Shibari master there.

We didn’t really know what to expect when we turned up but the venue was very very busy with a lot of straight couples and  singles all checking into the venue.  I decided that i’d just go along with the flow of things as Sir really wanted a model to practice rope work on, and that was my role for the day.     I’d taken my pup gear with me and was wearing my neoprene underneath a set of trackie bottoms and my puppy t-shirt.      The event organisers were really friendly.  They spotted immediately that we were new to the event (which turns out runs monthly) and came over and introduced  themselves.   We were the only gays in the village at the event, so we weren’t difficult to spot, but the people attending were really really friendly and it was great to see how well they all got on, and how social it was.

The organiser started to split people up into groups, ranging from beginners and newbies to the event through to experienced people.   It was at this point I felt we shouldn’t really go in the beginners group as Sir is a lot more experienced than he realises in terms of his tying.   However, when they started asking if he knew how to tie certain knots, the terminology was alien to him, so we decided to go into the beginners group.   We were all ushered to a big room on the top floor of Townhouse where we all sat down and a few of the people who had been attending for a while started to demonstrate basic knots.

It was at this point that something I had joked about in the car on the way to the venue actually happened.    Because it was going to be a mixed event, in a venue near where I grew up, I had joked on the way there about awkwardly bumping into someone I knew from where I worked or family.    As it turns out the aunt of one of my godchildren was in the room with us, and as we introduced ourselves around in a group, she loudly proclaimed “oh my, you’re Brian and Tony!”.    It was awkward, but a few facebook messages later after the event, I think we agreed that the 1st rule of Ropeclub is that we wont speak about Ropeclub, and what goes on in Townhouse will stay in Townhouse!

A few people didn’t have rope, so Tony offered some of his and then after the demonstration of the first knot, then asked a question about some other knots that were easier to tie, and demonstrated them.    It was at this point that the person demonstrating asked Tony what the hell he was doing in this beginners group, and we got politely evicted to go and join the intermediate groups on the lower floor.

On arrival downstairs, the guy running the group and Tony got some one on one time to discuss his experience, and Tony used me to demonstrate the rope cage.   So I was fully roped up, from top to bottom  in the middle of the room whilst Tony then proceeded to help another couple.     I laughed at how Sir had such an aversion to touching the girl’s breast who was being tied up, as he showed the couple how the knots were tied.  Given that we were in the middle of a sex club, during the day, with women, its amazing how out of our comfort zones we both were at times.    We had to leave as it got to early evening, and I had no idea what happened during the event as the evening got later, as if its anything like Kink, people’s inhibitions disappear and they start to play, and I’m not sure if we were ready for that.

I couldn’t find my pup headspace during the day.  I’d love to go back into that environment with some other pups as I think they’d be receptive to pups being there, but even just being tied up and helpless in a room full of women felt very strange.   Its definitely something I realise is outside my comfort zone that I’m intrigued to follow up though, and there were some cute single bi guys in the group, I hope turn up to Kink at some point, so I can say hello properly :)

 

 

 

 

Xmas and New Year in Berlin

We spent Christmas day and New Year in Berlin this year, for a total change to our holiday,    It was nice to have a long break of a week, and also nice to experience Berlin at a different time of year.

We stayed in the Quentin Design Hotel, located right next door to Gear, so in the heart of the gay district.   Its a nicely designed hotel, although I think it may be our last stay here, as this visit cemented that renting an apartment gives you a little bit more freedom whilst in Berlin,  and a weeks stay is a lot of meals and eating out to plan.    Although I love the hotel, the cleaning service over Christmas and the care and attention to detail was a little lacking.

What I envisaged would be a weeks kink-fest actually turned into a quieter more serene and peaceful holiday break.     Lots of places had weird opening times over this week, but we mainly frequented Prinznecht (which was decorated superbly over Christmas, and very much in line with the festive spirit), Woof!, Scheune and New Action. A sports kit party on Scheune was interesting when a group of 6 Australian rugby guys turned up in rugby kit.    We spent our NYE in New Action dressed in our Kink gear, but it was a lot quieter than previously during the week.       We didn’t get chance to go to Mutschmanns, Quaelgeist, or Connections.  But I think a lot of the time, the mood just wasn’t there to play, so we had a quiet relaxing holiday instead.

Berlin is really pretty with its Christmas markets on the main high street, and the snow that we had on Boxing day made Berlin feel like a real magical place.        I think I may be done with the city itself now, in terms of places I haven’t explored, but we have rebooked our flights and tickets for Folsom in September 2015, and booked our usual 8 person apartment, so I’m looking forward to exploring the kink and nice side of Berlin with friends again later in the year.

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year everyone

Me in my skin gear
Me in my skin gear

Well it has been a revolutionary year for me in many ways.   Its had its highs and its very lows throughout, but I think I’d like to sit here and reflect on the fact that I’m a much happier pup at the end of it, and there’s a lot more  that I want to explore in 2015.

2014 started with me exploring more my feelings of playing in a pup head-space following on from Folsom last year when we met up with  the gorgeous @PupParker and got to play with him.    It had started with Tony and I playing with him as two Sirs, before some sock play with one of my sweaty socks soon had both of us on the floor, and fighting over who was gonna chew on it.     So the beginning of the year had me wanting to explore more of my submissive side again.

We saw the New Year in at Boltz, which was our first time in the club, and somewhere that we’ve been back to many times over the year.   It has to be the best Fetish club really in terms of play space areas and Birmingham is great to stay in and we’ve made many friends with the Midsbears group and the excellent Eden bar.    My favourite nights of the year have been going there and staying for the weekend.      Its been a pity that we’ve not made it down at the end of this year to Midsbears a lot, but I wanna make sure we go a lot more in 2015.

 

Taken by the guys at Alert!
Taken by the guys at Alert!

We’ve attended Alert! and met some really good people there, although the Alert night itself is becoming a bit “same old, same old”, so I am much preferring the new Mancsbound night that we attended for the first time at the end of the year.    I will be making that a LOT more in 2015.

IMG_1750I also started out the year “pervecamming” a lot, at scally looking lads around town and in the supermarkets.   Although Ive changed my phone since and not being doing a lot of it, I stil pervecam a lot in my head at guys i see around town in trackies, socks and trainers.   I think the scally look is definitely something that turns me on, and Ive missed a couple of sportskit and sock parties this year that Im gutted about, so I’m gonna make more of an effort to concentrate on my sock fetish next year.

10176011_10154005127270578_1477372492_nWe got to take a trip to Vegas for the Smokeout Event in April and meet up with our Texan friends out there, and had an amazing social time with lots of horny blokes.   We then headed off to San Francisco where I got to meet up with @PupParker again and his amazing Sir @biggermac who we spent a bit more time with socially as pup was working.    10151763_10154020845860578_1084788325_n998965_10154030474080578_1833501791648158977_n My only regret is we had to cut our trip short when we heard that my mother-in-law was ill, and we headed back to see her before she sadly passed away.   She will be missed a lot in both of our lives.

Put up on a massage table and then bound completely at Fetishbound in London
Put up on a massage table and then bound completely at Fetishbound in London

We got back into the swing of the fetish scene in July though with a trip to London Fetish Week.    I didn’t really enjoy the organised event that much but did really enjoy getting to attend “Fetishbound” for the first time on the Friday night.  Realising that this is the same venue that hold FeetonFriday too,  I wanna make sure that I visit again during 2015.      I also really enjoyed the social leather event held in the park, so I will see if I can time a weekend visit to get to both.

My fetish for feet and socks is still there, and I’ve gotten to explore that a lot more too (and had some nice donations of sweaty socks too), which combined with pup play, and getting to be at socks is my favourite pastime.     I’ve also bought a fair few sock related fetish tshirts this year, including the excellent @drubskin range, more Moodybear shirts, and a few more from gear in Berlin.

The full gang heading out to the Dungeon Party
The full gang heading out to the Dungeon Party

Berlin was thoroughly enjoyed this year.   We took over two new friends of ours to introduce them to the event, and I got to get to know the Tskinpack a little better (again, hoping to meet more in 2015), spending a lot more time with them, and finally at the boots and socks of Tyke and some Superpup cuddles.  Visited Qualgeist for the first time.   I also managed to pup-out for the main day at Folsom,  which was totally amazing.   Its the most comfortable and like myself I’ve felt at a Folsom so far, and the support of my friends during the day (and the shocks of a few too when they realised it was me) made me feel amazing. Big thanks to Gary, Joe, Steve & Daddy here for the great night spent in the Bear Bar.

Being handled by Sir Darren
Being handled by Sir Darren

Another big part of my year has been getting to know my new Sir @deadliftbear too.    He is now an integrated part of our leather family, and a Sir that I never thought I’d have that fits so perfectly in design with Tony and I.   He is so gorgeous in terms of his personality and his body too. I just wanna hug his leg and lick him  permanently!    I think this year has only just started our journey together, but I’m hoping that our family grows and I get a pup to play with during 2015. (I currently feel like the little girl in Miracle on 34th street wishing for brother!)    Its difficult to find a pup to fit, but I have been meeting the most amazing people at events, and I hope that I get to play with them a lot more net year.

Tony and Darren at TGI
Tony and Darren at TGI

We also did Bristol Leather Weekend for the first time, and met a lot of people there and had a brilliant time with both Sirs and the gorgeous @themoodybear.       I’m also hoping that I get to spend more time with him, when he is not working.

My sirs and me
My sirs and me

And we met up with the @thekinksters too, two local fellas who have created a great new kink event in Birkenhead, which although in its infancy has already exploded with fun in 2014, and looks to only get better in 2015 now the event will be held on a Friday night.

My interactions with other pups have been pretty limited this year.   I do find the pack mentality a bit difficult to break into, but packs can be complicated to work out how they all function together.

Meeting Superpup during the daytme
Meeting Superpup during the daytme

As someone who considers myself to be an alpha pup, I’ve been looking for beta pups to play with on a regular basis, and have had a couple of interactions with pups that got me totally more excited for further play and a regular friend.  @themoodybear @superpup6901 @pupxanto and @lanxpup can take the thanks for that.

IMG_2356But finally, my biggest thanks of all go to my husband and my Sir, Daddy Tony.   Its only because of him that I get to explore these things.  I love him so much, he is always there for him and I will always be there for him and I know we will be together forever.    He is enjoying training @deadliftbear as his boy.  He has further explored his cigar smoking and mentoring this year.    Its a pleasure to serve him when he needs me, and a pleasure to see him enjoying himself too.

So, to summarise in 2015, I definitely want to get to more events and meet more like-minded pups for fun.  We’ve already booked in our Folsom Weekend for September 2015 and have some spare beds for anyone that’s interested in staying with us.    We also have a lot of things already booked in our Calendar (see top right links) for the new year, and as I type we are about to head over to Berlin for Christmas and New Year, which should be fun too!   I also really wanna get to Seattle at some point and hopefully meet the NoSafeWord guys  (#ourlivesdonotsuck) – its been too long and Tony has already been on twice!

To all of you that I know, and to anyone who follows this, then Merry Christmas, have a good one, and have a great New Year and see you in 2015.  Loves ya loads x x

2nd Kinksters night

Its taken me a bit of time to publish something regarding the 2nd Kink night that we attended from the Kinksters.    This was going to be a different sort of night for me from the 1st one, as I had my 2nd Sir also up for the weekend, as he kindly stayed on for an extra night so that we could go to the event as one big leather family (except I was in my rubber!).     It was really nice for the venue’s bar staff to actually ask if we were a leather family on the evening.

My sirs and me
My sirs and me

I went there in my rubber gear to start off with, with the intention of pupping out when my Sirs were ready.  We were greeted at reception as usual by the great friendly staff, and we got into the bar and had  a drink.  I also waited for D, a new boy who wanted to attend the event and his first kink event too.  I’ve met him and had a quick session in our playroom, and he wants to explore the kink scene a little more.  He’s calling me boss already, so it bodes well for him to become my beta at some stage.   He’s had a couple of kink sessions in the past with guys who simply used him as  a sub to lick their boots, but he got very little out of it in return.   I’m hoping to show him that he should be getting just as much enjoyment out of things that turn him on as his boss or Sir should.      It wasn’t long before he got to reception and I introduced him to my Sirs and then gave him a tour of the facilities and then helped him get changed into his rubber and a pair of boots and socks I lent him for the evening.    I’m letting him have a lovely new pair of white footy socks on the understanding that he is never to wash them and to wear them when he wants to please me.

After a quick drink, we also met W, a lad we had met from Wrexham who was very nervous about attending his first fetish event.   W had been over and met Tony and I, but we’ve not played with him – although it was actually him that first told us of the KINK event being organised in Birkenhead that we followed up on.    Because D and W were both attending the event for the first time, I think this helped, although W needed to take a few time-out breaks to chill out and I think that now the back is broken of attending a kink event for the first time, he will enjoy the 2nd event so much more.

It made me realise how lucky I am really to feel comfortable attending such events.   Before I met Tony I would have never had the courage to attend on my own.    The thought of even going to a gay bar at the time used to make me feel like I had a burning ball in the pit of my stomach with nerves.     There’s not a lot you can do to overcome this feeling, other than actually do what’s making you nervous which is why I think its such an achievement when guys do take a step to attending kink events for the 1st time.

For me, I was able to leave them alone when my 2 Sirs wanted me to get into pup mode, and this was something that D had been looking forward to seeing, as he had only seen me as a boss telling him what to do.   I didn’t know how I’d feel about it, as when I switch, its normal to just have people you play with in such roles see you in those roles, but I wasn’t letting the opportunity to pup out this time going to slip away.      The organisers had moved the pup playroom to the top floor, including some mats with lots of toys and for my first time ever, bubbles!   Pup discovered that he loves popping bubbles!

As usual, it was great having both Sirs there to handle me at points in the night.     We had been to Mancsbound on the Friday night ( review on my blog also) and they’d tied me up there before a little pupping out, but I loved the toy games I got to play to with them both.        It was great to spend that final time with Sir Darren too at the end of the weekend, and made it feel like such a long one.  It was his first time at this event too, and I think he enjoyed it.

Seeing the lads from my pup side, also made me wanna play with them too!    I think they both appreciated the head-space of pup play.      Its definitely something I would wanna explore with them both as a handler if I get the chance.   There was also a cute pup in the playspace, but he didn’t seem that keen on socialising but it was fun to throw him a few toys.

The event was brilliantly managed by the Kinsters and I caught one demo of @pupmylo being cuffed in the sling, and suffering from a ball crushing device whilst he breathed through a mask and breathing bottle.  Totally hot, and everyone watching thought it was totally hot too. (I could tell from the number of hands over crotches!).  I also bought a new hood from them on the night (of which I’ll post a review when I get chance).

I also really enjoyed chatting to one of the female bar staff, who again, was really helpful on the night but loves puppies!    She asked if I would attend one of the other nights held at townhouse so that I could pup out for her as she loves it when Mylo attends and she loves pups, which I am really honoured to be asked, and strangely intrigued at the thought of being handled by a female.

So I got to pup out and watch some of the demonstrations too (vac racking was horny) for a good couple of hours before my Sirs were pretty tired and wanted to head home.      W had left too because of work in the morning, and I was dropping Sir Darren off at the station early, so we headed off just before midnight.     I’m really looking forward to the event being on a Saturday so that we can stay later.

I also really enjoyed the slave-auction that was held for THT.   They were in attendance doing free HIV checks, and there were 5 volunteers for being used for an hour.    Although I was a little gutted there were no pups for auction!    I cross-bidded on two of the volunteers who were spanked and tickled in the dungeon for an hour, so I managed to get in some time helping to use them :))  I was going to volunteer too, but Sirs weren’t too happy at the thought (even though there was nothing stopping them from bidding!)

Again, a brilliant night, and I’m SO looking forward to the next one being held on 30th January and the opportunity to play with the lads and pup out again.

Mancsbound – November

We’ve been promising for ages to get to this event in Manchester, but it falls on a Friday and it starts fairly early (7pm-11pm) in the back of the black Eagle.      That normally means I don’t have time to get home from work and then head over, however with Sir Darren coming up for the weekend, we all made a conscious effort to head over to the event.

Caged
Caged

It wasn’t that busy in the black Eagle with us and around 5 other guys there on the night, but because there was lots of space to then play in and I had my two Sirs there, they inevitably wanted to to utilise the facilities, which I was most grateful.         It started with me being tied into the cage in there  I was actually quite surprised I fitted,  and they roped my arms to the side of the cage and then placed a rope gag in my mouth as I talking just a little bit too much whilst inside there.    That was partly due to the excitement of the night and getting to see Sir Darren again, as I enjoy being in his company so much and being of use when he needs me.    I sorta realised that we miss a cage in our playroom of some description as I think I’d like to have a standing one for longer term storage.

Chairbound
Chairbound

Because I was able to still move my arms and managed to spit out the rope gag a couple of times when in the cage, I was taken out and then Sir Tony bound me to a chair that was over in the corner of the room.     I still had the rope gag on which was a piece of rope that the organiser Terry had in his pile.   It tasted very salty so I’m not sure what it had been used for in the past,  but i added my own slobber onto it as the night progressed.   I was also tickled regularly by Sir Darren which made me behave a lot more, and beg him to stop of course..

Gagged and hooded
Gagged and hooded

I was still able to adjust my jaw to get the rope gag out when i needed to, so Terry kindly then introduced me for the first time to the medical wrap.   I’ve not been in this before, but I have to say its a great way to mummify the head, as you can still breathe through it, hear a lot better, but then cant see a thing.     I hate being blindfolded.   I see this as a proper punishment, as Im so nosy and love watching what goes on, especially in a club.   Being blindfolded in a bar is another thing altogether as it totally puts you on edge and I was constantly listening out for what or who was around and what was going to happen to me, but instead my Sirs decided to practice rope harnesses on each other -something I would have loved to seen, but instead I had to sit there patiently, so it was proper punishment for my earlier cheekiness for spitting out the gag.

Pup
Pup

Because I sat there patiently, I was finally rewarded with some pup time, at the end before we headed off home.    The time seemed to fly by, but we were there for the full 4 hours and a bit more by the time we packed up to leave.

In all, it was a really good night, and in a way I was glad that it was as quiet as it was, but this event should be a lot busier, as Terry has put a lot of hard work into getting it going, and it does remind me a lot of Fetishbound from down in London.     We certainly now aim and will put in the extra effor to get to the future events, and I’m looking forward to definitely attending again in January with both Sirs too.    *bounce*

 

Boltz : Full on Fetish – November

Full on Fetish flyer
Full on Fetish flyer

We’ve been to Boltz a couple of times now, in Birmingham, and its a great venue for Kink events.   It has a much better set of play-spaces than any club in Manchester, and the venue is big with a good outside smoking area too.     This post is more a diary than a review however, as this was one of the best nights I’ve had ever, and the first enjoying my time as Pup Zalo since being collared.   The good thing about kink nights at Boltz is that they usually occur on a Saturday, allowing time to travel and prep at a weekend. I was gutted about not meeting Superpup and Moodybear there who unfortunately couldn’t make it.

I was excited anyway, about the night as we had agreed to meet my other Sir Darren (@deadliftbear) in Birmingham on the day, and he was going to stay with us.   Although I attempted to get our double room converted to a family room, the lack of availability to swap meant that I happily volunteered to sleep on the floor, and give up my bed for my Sir.     Mentally, this was amazing for me, which I’ll come onto later, but it made me so happy to know that I was doing that for him, and a real buzz to sleep on the floor like a proper pup.

We met up in brum around 4pm in EAT and went to the room where we chilled out and had loads of hugs and a rest, before we went out for something to eat, in the chinese all-you-can-eat buffet restaurant, we’d previously visited with Midsbears.   Sir Darren met a friend from London with two of his leather friends, so the 6 of us ended getting a table, and it was great to meet some new friends and eat.    Eating lots before an event, is never a good thing for me so I was careful not to have too much otherwise i’d just wanna go to sleep!

Me in my new hood and catsuit
Me in my new hood and catsuit

By the time we got back to the room and eventually got changed and ready (for which I took most of the time!) we headed to the event around 11, which was probably a little bit later than I expected, but it was still really busy.     I wore out my new rubber catsuit, rubber socks, boots and my new rubber hood from Wet Hot Rubber.

Unpacking of my new hood
Unpacking of my new hood

I love this hood to bits.   It arrived only a week earlier, and this was to be my first time out wearing it, but I specifically wanted something that matched the colouring of my leather hood, but would give me something in rubber with the same functionality of my leather hood.

New Hood with sock in the mouthpiece
New Hood with sock in the mouthpiece

The hood itself is SO well made.  It has detachable ears, a detachable muzzle, a padded eye-mask, and a pecker gag that can all be snapped into place.    I particularly wanted a mask where the nose & mouth piece could have a masters socks placed, so that I can only smell them (or the poppers that they might contain) when wearing it.    The detachable pieces, also mean that I could order different pieces in future if I needed (colours for example, but I’m pretty sure I’m happy with blue!).

My one piece suit that I ordered from Recon is incredibly good value too.   It has the correct number of zips for pup play, that allow separate access to cock and arse and great for putting in a tail, or poking out your front tail!

So when we got to the event, the changing area (which is actually just a small corridor by the reception) was full of guys getting undressed into their jocks.   As I needed to remove my tracksuit bottoms and t-shirt and also then get on my hood (and its not particularly well lit) we decided to move on into the bar, and then the outside smoking area in order to get ready.     The area was pretty quiet with a few leather masters having a smoke out there, so we grabbed a table and I started to get ready.    When I turned round, both Sirs had gone to get a drink, and I suddenly realised I was on my own with the guys that we had met earlier in the restaurant.    For some reason, I was then incredibly nervous.  Somehow being in rubber around a load of leather men made really self-conscious.   I’m not normally a “stand-out from the crowd” type of person, which I think is why I felt a little out of my depth, but when both Sirs returned with drinks, and then Tony put my hood on me I started to get into pup mode , I still felt very shy and nervous around this new crowd.     I also realised that rubber lets you get a hell of a lot colder than leather does.     Sir asked if I wanted to go and stand on my own under the heat lamp outside, but again, the thought of standing on my own made me very nervous!      So I stuck to Sir a bit like glue at first, not really wanting to move until I felt more comfortable, and even his offer to go and throw the stick so I could fetch was met with resistance.  If he had thrown it, I would have just sat there looking at him to go get it – something our bio-pup now does with regularity.   The weight of my new leash helped though, as I’d bought Sirs some presents before we headed out.  Each of them had an S&M Pup hanky to wear (although I then realised that Langlitz dont have back pockets!) and I bought my Sir Tony a new lead with a really heavy chain (which I knew I would get some use from!)

Being handled by Sir Darren
Being handled by Sir Darren

Sirs could tell I was getting cold though, so after they’d had a smoke we moved inside and found a quieter area just to the right of the dark room.   This allowed both my sirs to sit down, and for me to have a small floor space to sit and solo play in.     I was really happy just being on a lead at this point and being handled by Sir Darren.    After managing to get biscuit on his boots, it was an honour to lick them clean for him.    I also got patted by a few passers by and   I also got to people watch a great deal, watching some gorgeous men and pups head into the dark room area,  and we met a few friends who wandered through.

After a while of playing, and earning some well deserved pup treats specially baked by Sir Darren, we decided to head back outside so that Sirs could have another smoke, which is where I got to play for the first time with another pup I knew,  @pupxanto  -   I’d barked at him a few times as we’d passed in the club, but he came pouncing over in the outside area and we immediately started playing.  Dressed in his red invincible rubber catsuit and rubber hood, he looked amazing.   it didn’t take long before we were getting a bit boisterous with some head nuzzling, and pushing along with a couple of chases and hides.      I realised that my weight can be an advantage as a pup when being pushed and my alpha side kicked in to push back, but I may have been a little boisterous myself, being told off by Sirs a couple of times for bullying him as he went and hid behind his friend.   It didn’t take long for him to come back so we could play some more though.     I have no idea how long we played for, it felt like hours, but was such a primal head-rush for me, playing with another pup as Sirs watched on.   The smell of him and his rubber, as I got to sniff and rub against him was intoxicating.     I just felt so lucky getting to meet and play with him, and totally have a pup crush on him, as I’m sure most other pups & handlers do.

Sirs told us it was time to go, and we both rested for a few minutes before being unhooded, but I was still totally in pup mode and then was told it was 4am!      I really didn’t wanna leave.  I’d have happily curled up with Xanto and slept there and then, but I went back to the room with Sirs and then was able to shower, jump on the bed to give both Sirs goodnight kisses and cuddles, and then was told to get onto my pup bed in the corner of the room.   As I snuggled down, I probably felt the most contented as a pup right there and then.     Such an amazing night.

But the morning was great too, as I awoke I was able to pounce on both Sirs in bed, and we had some great fun and I made sure both Sirs were happy before heading to breakfast at the brilliant greasy spoon – it was only really at this point my head  started to leave pup space before we headed to the station to see Sir Darren back onto the train.