Me in my skin gear
Well it has been a revolutionary year for me in many ways. Its had its highs and its very lows throughout, but I think I’d like to sit here and reflect on the fact that I’m a much happier pup at the end of it, and there’s a lot more that I want to explore in 2015.
2014 started with me exploring more my feelings of playing in a pup head-space following on from Folsom last year when we met up with the gorgeous @PupParker and got to play with him. It had started with Tony and I playing with him as two Sirs, before some sock play with one of my sweaty socks soon had both of us on the floor, and fighting over who was gonna chew on it. So the beginning of the year had me wanting to explore more of my submissive side again.
We saw the New Year in at Boltz, which was our first time in the club, and somewhere that we’ve been back to many times over the year. It has to be the best Fetish club really in terms of play space areas and Birmingham is great to stay in and we’ve made many friends with the Midsbears group and the excellent Eden bar. My favourite nights of the year have been going there and staying for the weekend. Its been a pity that we’ve not made it down at the end of this year to Midsbears a lot, but I wanna make sure we go a lot more in 2015.
Taken by the guys at Alert!
We’ve attended Alert! and met some really good people there, although the Alert night itself is becoming a bit “same old, same old”, so I am much preferring the new Mancsbound night that we attended for the first time at the end of the year. I will be making that a LOT more in 2015.
I also started out the year “pervecamming” a lot, at scally looking lads around town and in the supermarkets. Although Ive changed my phone since and not being doing a lot of it, I stil pervecam a lot in my head at guys i see around town in trackies, socks and trainers. I think the scally look is definitely something that turns me on, and Ive missed a couple of sportskit and sock parties this year that Im gutted about, so I’m gonna make more of an effort to concentrate on my sock fetish next year.
We got to take a trip to Vegas for the Smokeout Event in April and meet up with our Texan friends out there, and had an amazing social time with lots of horny blokes. We then headed off to San Francisco where I got to meet up with @PupParker again and his amazing Sir @biggermac who we spent a bit more time with socially as pup was working. My only regret is we had to cut our trip short when we heard that my mother-in-law was ill, and we headed back to see her before she sadly passed away. She will be missed a lot in both of our lives.
Put up on a massage table and then bound completely at Fetishbound in London
We got back into the swing of the fetish scene in July though with a trip to London Fetish Week. I didn’t really enjoy the organised event that much but did really enjoy getting to attend “Fetishbound” for the first time on the Friday night. Realising that this is the same venue that hold FeetonFriday too, I wanna make sure that I visit again during 2015. I also really enjoyed the social leather event held in the park, so I will see if I can time a weekend visit to get to both.
My fetish for feet and socks is still there, and I’ve gotten to explore that a lot more too (and had some nice donations of sweaty socks too), which combined with pup play, and getting to be at socks is my favourite pastime. I’ve also bought a fair few sock related fetish tshirts this year, including the excellent @drubskin range, more Moodybear shirts, and a few more from gear in Berlin.
The full gang heading out to the Dungeon Party
Berlin was thoroughly enjoyed this year. We took over two new friends of ours to introduce them to the event, and I got to get to know the Tskinpack a little better (again, hoping to meet more in 2015), spending a lot more time with them, and finally at the boots and socks of Tyke and some Superpup cuddles. Visited Qualgeist for the first time. I also managed to pup-out for the main day at Folsom, which was totally amazing. Its the most comfortable and like myself I’ve felt at a Folsom so far, and the support of my friends during the day (and the shocks of a few too when they realised it was me) made me feel amazing. Big thanks to Gary, Joe, Steve & Daddy here for the great night spent in the Bear Bar.
Being handled by Sir Darren
Another big part of my year has been getting to know my new Sir @deadliftbear too. He is now an integrated part of our leather family, and a Sir that I never thought I’d have that fits so perfectly in design with Tony and I. He is so gorgeous in terms of his personality and his body too. I just wanna hug his leg and lick him permanently! I think this year has only just started our journey together, but I’m hoping that our family grows and I get a pup to play with during 2015. (I currently feel like the little girl in Miracle on 34th street wishing for brother!) Its difficult to find a pup to fit, but I have been meeting the most amazing people at events, and I hope that I get to play with them a lot more net year.
Tony and Darren at TGI
We also did Bristol Leather Weekend for the first time, and met a lot of people there and had a brilliant time with both Sirs and the gorgeous @themoodybear. I’m also hoping that I get to spend more time with him, when he is not working.
My sirs and me
And we met up with the @thekinksters too, two local fellas who have created a great new kink event in Birkenhead, which although in its infancy has already exploded with fun in 2014, and looks to only get better in 2015 now the event will be held on a Friday night.
My interactions with other pups have been pretty limited this year. I do find the pack mentality a bit difficult to break into, but packs can be complicated to work out how they all function together.
Meeting Superpup during the daytme
As someone who considers myself to be an alpha pup, I’ve been looking for beta pups to play with on a regular basis, and have had a couple of interactions with pups that got me totally more excited for further play and a regular friend. @themoodybear @superpup6901 @pupxanto and @lanxpup can take the thanks for that.
But finally, my biggest thanks of all go to my husband and my Sir, Daddy Tony. Its only because of him that I get to explore these things. I love him so much, he is always there for him and I will always be there for him and I know we will be together forever. He is enjoying training @deadliftbear as his boy. He has further explored his cigar smoking and mentoring this year. Its a pleasure to serve him when he needs me, and a pleasure to see him enjoying himself too.
So, to summarise in 2015, I definitely want to get to more events and meet more like-minded pups for fun. We’ve already booked in our Folsom Weekend for September 2015 and have some spare beds for anyone that’s interested in staying with us. We also have a lot of things already booked in our Calendar (see top right links) for the new year, and as I type we are about to head over to Berlin for Christmas and New Year, which should be fun too! I also really wanna get to Seattle at some point and hopefully meet the NoSafeWord guys (#ourlivesdonotsuck) – its been too long and Tony has already been on twice!
To all of you that I know, and to anyone who follows this, then Merry Christmas, have a good one, and have a great New Year and see you in 2015. Loves ya loads x x